I was a weak kid since the beginning of my life, I was born with cardiac disease and as such for most of my young years I was tired and moody.
Growing secluded and darkening I slummed in my bedroom most of the time, couldn’t play rugby or soccer, couldn’t attend school or parties with younglings my own age and as such I didn’t had a girlfriend until recent years.
We would talk online and saw each other every now and then, we never went out it was either her place or mine and we both worked at a call service in the night shift so there was little or no excitement for none of us, but her company and her talking made me a little happy.
We decided to move together after a few years of dating, she was not interested in sex for a long time, and to me it was something to look forward, coming from very religious families, I had never discussed sex with anyone, all the info I had was from reading online articles and watching porn, and those are not healthy sources of information so I dismissed most of what I had learned once I tried to get physical with my new wife.
It was a disastrous experience, we were both novice and inexperienced, almost to the point of losing interest on the activity and focusing on growing a garden instead of entertaining our lust.
One day I was getting my monthly physical exam and the doctor asked me about my sexual life; she is a gorgeous young therapist and was really curious to know because a study she was conducting about the sex life of the elderly and wished to compare my experience being a young male with no experience in the matter and that of an old man who cannot do it anymore because of his physical condition.
She measured me, weighed me, placed some sensors around my neck and arms and belly, made walk on a machine and measured me again, she asked about my medical history and told me that I could please my wife no matter my heart condition, she would have to do most of the job and I would have to take breaks in between the activity, but it was not after all a lost hope.
With the help of this therapist and the consent of my wife I tried first without any aid to comply with my manly duty, but reaching an erection showed to be a trouble for me, and as such I dropped the small hope I had carried so far.
Another year went by and she was growing anxious and angrier, we had been married for three years now and she had never experienced an orgasm, I used to watch her watering the garden plants and feeding our dogs and sometimes I had thoughts of letting her go and release her of the burden of having a husband who cannot please her.
Again this young therapist contacted me and asked how I was doing; she was still carrying her group study and was sincerely interested in my experience, I told her all about it and how I had failed to fulfill the task, she asked me for a visit to her office and I attended a couple weeks later.
Based on her studies I had no physical limitation to have sex with my lovely wife, nothing should have stopped me but still, she offered me an alternative in the form of a little blue pill named Viagra, I started taking it after consulting with my official doctor, he was not 100% sure of my decision but still commended me for trying.
So many wasted years, so many lonely afternoons and lost opportunities vanished that single night…
I should note that we’re now a happy couple, we don’t have any children, but we feel more joined now, more complete and definitely more physically fit.
I asked my doctor about my heart disease after starting the treatment and he told me that since there are some side effects to this product, everyone should ask a physician before starting it, I did the right and took the right choice and now I feel more like a man and it’s worth the wait.
