My problem started about two years ago when I started dating a girl I really liked. The first time we went to bed I felt like I was not going to be able to do it, but just as I was. And as he had supposed, he failed. He wanted to kill me.
The truth is that she loved me. That day I justified myself by saying that I was very tired, that I was going through a moment of stress. She understood it and we left the hotel as we had entered.
I had been worried but not so much, actually once isolated had happened to me, especially the first time but always after I recovered.
I kept going out with the same girl with whom we had a lot of wave and I tried again. I have to admit that he wanted to test me. Already in the previous situations he was afraid of not being able, he was obsessed that he had to achieve the erection yes or yes.
That day I had something different: I had the erection but when I wanted to put the prophylactic I was lowered, at the end I made her finish in another way but I could not penetrate. I felt bad and I thought I would never be able to do it with her. I did know about Viagra yet.
That week I tried another girl, a friend I had for a long time and I had no problems, which led me to wonder if it would not be that I did not like it so much, if it was not my type. On the other hand I did not want to lose it.
I tried again and sometimes I could penetrate it, half-hurried so I would not get off, but it was fast. A disaster! I want to clarify that women like me even though at that moment I was encountering some strange fantasies …
I told a doctor and advised me to a urologist who gave me some pills (prepared pharmacy) … at the beginning it seemed that would work … I felt safer and one day I had a pretty good relationship, I mean I was able to penetrate it, although it was something rather short.
Then I fell back. She went in to complain that I did not consider her, that I did not love her … which was not true.
Thus spent almost a year from bad to worse … in the end avoided the sexual encounter with different excuses, I preferred not to have relationships to pass the paper, because I was crazy. I thought about leaving because I with the other girl could, what happens is that my friend did not interest me much .. and if I tried to masturbate I had good erections.
From the booklet of my social work I consulted another urologist who gave me a test with an injection that impressed me a lot: there I had a superection and the doctor explained that I could inject myself. Not crazy could have done it ….
So I decided to consult a sexologist who was known to my family and who was a fairly renowned psychiatrist. The truth is that I was a barbaric shame and I must admit that that helped me the girl I told you about, even though things were not going so well, he decided to accompany me to the sexologist. It was the first time she had been summoned to her.
The doctor advised me to read a book that reassured me a lot and we faced a therapy to which sometimes she also came. The truth is that the thing improved a lot, in the sense that I gave myself more time, I did not get so crazy. But I tell you that it was still costing me, I always lacked a little bit of rigidity or I got off earlier.
At that time the doctor suggested that in addition to the therapy he would use Viagra. I with all the candombe heart and the dead told him no, but he told me the truth of things that did not act on the heart as well as I played football told me that a sexual act is less demanding for Heart than a party. Besides I do not smoke and I have the analysis well.
